I told him about a passage from my own childhood. Thereupon he said: “Childhood is always the same. Only to one person, it will seem ordinary, to a second benign, and to a third satanic.”
day 90: I am dying, my friends. This is a journey I must take alone, but I will ask you for one more thing. Please take my laptop and delete my internet history without reading it. The password is LivingLaVidaLohan. Goodbye.
day 72: I ate all the plants and small rodents. My cat, locked in the apartment all by himself, is long dead. I have lost all hope. Pray for me.
day 56: the friend never showed up, I have been living off the houseplants my neighbors left in the hallway, small rodents and the bottled water the neighbors use to water the plants. I have quit smoking because even though I have a whole pack of cigs, I do not have a lighter. I don’t know how much longer I can survive
day 1: it is half past midnight and I am locked out of my apartment bc I went out to buy smokes and forgot the key. a friend who has a spare key is coming over and he’s pissed. I am sitting alone on the stairs laughing like a maniac and my cat is scratching at the door from the other side